I keep hearing about post-op girls who can't remember what it felt like to have a penis and I think "that sounds like a thing people say that's not real but everyone wants to be real." Like, we love our entire lives with these things, we're not gonna just *forget.* Let's be sensible. It's been 4 days since surgery and I legit cannot remember what it felt like to have a penis. I'm not even sure what it feels like to have a vagina yet, it's still filled with packing and sewn shut. I honestly don't know what hanging a vagina is like. But I have no memory of what having a penis I'd like. None. It almost feels like a part of my consciousness was removed with the penis.